So I've decided...

Yes. I've decided that Maddox is allowed to grow up: He can make friends, experience life, travel far and wide, expand his mind and his interests, and do everything his heart desires.

He just can never leave. I've decided it's not allowed.

Because I wouln't get "mommy time," Maddox hugs and kisses, or goodnight 'I love you's.' And those are my favorite parts of the day.